I began to feel too cheesy sometimes, with all I’m writing. And I write so much as well…sometimes I wonder if I won’t start being an writer. Haha, neh, just kidding. I love doing this, because it makes you more secure, more safe and what’s most important, it makes you happy.
Today I think I will keep it short. I can’t wait for Saturday. I get to spend almost 2 weeks with you darling ! And to be honest, my mom is looking forward you coming to our place (: She adores you. You rocked her heart with how smart you are, with how fun you are and how well mannered you are. And so goes for John. I mean, I told him already that you’re coming, but the tripel asked me today on Skype if for sures you are (:
See? You are already treated in my family as someone special. Now imagine who you must be for me and how much YOU rocked my heart (:
And to today’s Skype chat. Thank you said that I should change something. Specially the jealousy part. But that I already wrote about and I told you on Skype what I mean. It’s not you I do not trust. I just know how girls are. When you are in a relationship, you automatically begin to be dozen times more attractive then when you were single. And as I said, girls then make some weird competition in their heads to prove they are so much better than your partner…I was jealous, you know it. But I am not anymore. I do not care even if you talk to girls. I mind their reactions. That’s about it.
Anyways, I’m so looking forward to tomorrow after my exam and to Saturday. I shall bake something with my mamma :D
And how you say it, I am happyclappy :3
Hope the Kvarter job was fine, because I will not get the chance to talk to you tonight (:
Sleep well, I love you above anything.
Yours and only yours,
”I remember tears streaming down your face
When I said, I’ll never let you go
When all those shadows almost killed your light”